happy birthday

happy birthday !!!
haha
i give u a present
u accidentally also give me a present

hahaha
thx
........

well bck to topic
today is ur birthday
concentrate on ur paper ba

one of the world most hurtfull thing is u c the one u love is in love with others

well this is life,
brace with it

jj u can

anyway hope u hv best of luck and have a smooth journey

i will still, concentrate whatever i can

frankly speaking
i really can live well and do my stuff, i can control
but just i cant have the one i love the most only

happy birthday

well JB

that is such a long time i din update my blog
no because i am lazy or wat
i simply just feel lost
and sad

and also damn 7 busy
finally now i can feel freeness and with internet access

haha
too free go look around
just saw u deleted the photo

haha
and then one eye i stare at the present i prepare for u
well
life is really joking me
hahahahahaha

what ar e u thinking while u delete the photo?
i wonder
so fast ready to jump in le ma?

wish u good luck
really
nth i can do
haigh
i am tired

really feel to screw u a lot
really unexpected u will do so many weird things
haigh
wish u can grow up and think more ba
really
think more
more complete

i noe u will going to dislike wat i type
bt thats wat i feel from u
and wat i can c from wat u did and wat u said

haha
maybe not much
bt i really observe adn think

no matter who ask me
do i love u?
i definetly will ans
i love u a lot
really
hahaa

bt i calming myself down a lot
holding the feeling
stay bck
watching u from the bck

haha
infact i din bring the book to jb
i just bring one photo only
haha
i wanna control my feeling and my thinking
i want to make myself think more and better
but i cant make myself dont get heartbreak

this is life, bear with it

wat i can do?

argh!!!

so many things in my mind

so many misunderstanding

haigh

tell me? how i going to tell u?

他对感情无怨无悔

如果他曾经有过刻骨铭心的感情经历，并为此真心付出过，那么至少可以证明他是个深情，敢于承诺的男人。一个愿意为感情破裂分担部分责任的男人。
“专一”的定义并非是他只能一生爱一人，而是每爱一个人的时候他都一心一意.
一个男人一辈子注定会有多少次恋爱，他在不断的实践中获得经验让自己完善起来

thats it

broken heart.......

update when i got time

i still need more time to figure out my mind

sry too messy cant type out

i got a very weird habit

when i face relationship issue

i tend to no need to eat one

qi sin de

good can be thinner

haigh 2

Argh~
today whole day foul mood
part is by the usual reason
but the prblm is the paper, usually i can wrote very fast in exam paper, normal i can finish a paper within two hours time
but this paper really tough
walau
so many blank
i seat on chair for 3 hours think think think try very hard to sequese all the info from my brain
I tried my best anyway
i have to admit that i din perpare well enough for this paper
haigh

anyway
thats all
i end my exam
nw is 'free time'
actually i quite hate lor
cause when nth to do
people tends to think a lot
my condition will be double worst
haigh

this is love
tried it, experience it
haha
i really can sure that no matter is who, next relatioship the gal will very fortune, cause i learned and will tried my best
really tried watever i manage to

haigh
dont look bck
dont look bck
dont..
stand up
look infront

self motivating

haigh
looking at the h1n1 make my brain blur
sry, not today
my brain need rest
tomolo ba

to u
chou ren
the power of love made me moved forward, but did it still can break the door
can u still trust me?
chance chance chance

haigh
anyway i need to control myself
past experience show that too desperate will only bring negative impact

anyway
i will jia you de
still
for u and myself

i still moving, so do u

haigh

wat to do, can only haigh......
a lot of mind running / circulating around my brain
haigh

tomolo is my last paper
i really dont wish exam end so fast
haigh
give me more paper pls!!!!!!!

it is really heart broken moment for me
i noe wat to do, but just din have the motivation to do

i hate the feeling, really damn hate
damn damn damn damn hate,
really

However, the biggest storm still hvnt reach, but the pre-strom pain already striking me
now i am like a captain sailing with a broken boat to pass through the winter baltic sea !!!!!
(baltic sea, is notorious for the big storm , http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RFYDrYHIuZE )

All crew on deck, brace for impact!
damn u, u wont strike me down!!!

haha
this is call life, wat we call process of life =)
i admit that i was cry, but thats a good way to reduce stress. It help u to relieve from mental stress














ps: love is blind, u said it is very annoying; but this is love
i noe it is pain, i noe it is hard, but i still jump in
sa gua
the song actually quite suit also.
love is pain, no love no pain.


ps2: i wonder, what is in ur real mind when u are lonely?
perhaps i need to cut down the portion of u in my brain, so that i can be less annoying, but still
i love u so much

i stil the one, dont like to said love when i dont mean it. I still the one dont like to promise whatever i cant make it.

However i stil breaking promise, i told you i wont love u because u are in singapre, anyway thats really a joke now

hahaha

exam period

Exam period, not free to renew my blog as....
i wish to type a lot here
but no time,
stressing on work everyday

however, i also can feel some changes from ur site
this really can make me think a lot
i anyway with u close all the info and not free to let me gain info
it is really getting tough to get close to u
anyway it is never easier too

what is in ur mind? i wonder
really
wat i can do?
time is running short
i will be in JB real soon, really vey soon
in fact i quite sked also
wat if wat i found is the worst senario in my mind ?

i sincerely wish that wat i think is wrong...
wish i am still in ur mind, watever is it
love me is not turning bck, it is another journey, i will make it a best journey....

haigh, the mistake i did, it carries the effect till now
i am getting the pain since the day until now, every moment when i tot of it, it still a great heart pain,
haha, anyway i wil do more self improvement, thats why i can only do and should do
for you and for myself..

haha
i dont one to beg u to accept me, that is meaningless
just want u to spent sometime to think what i did for u
and wat others can give for u
wat i had and others

really
calm down and think
watch ur step carefully
i didn't, thats wat i having now
anyway good also, this gave me chance to really cherish u

in conclusion,
i really love u, i really hope can access to ur heart.
mine heart same as your, fragile and break easily..
really easily

ps: i really acknowledge that u are hype busy in ur study, however same case here