Tuesday, December 22, 2009

kl trip

i never expect that u will be at kl
i din purposely go kl to meet u or wat
frankly speaking, i just suddenly sense u will be at Kl so i call tting, the way she rejecting me also make me feel weird.
aiks

this is hurt that i am upstair while u at downstair but i cant c u or talk to u
well when i saw the photo in the fb aiks

anyway
i admit was a little bit upset when looking at those, but actually it is nothing la
because no reason for u not to do so
i really wish that ur new relationship can last and can be more xin fu ba

i still moving and wish to fly away, so i wont get hurt when c all these

the feeling is still there but because of the feeling, i get hurt
can i got the feeling and not get hurt?

=) really
jia you

just go monash borrow two books about frozen food, plan to study and tackle the prblm in company

shoudn't said more

when lonely, books is the best medcine

Sunday, December 6, 2009

one week in JB

well one week in JB
despite all the relationship prblm
but i try to counter it myself here

nth can be worst then this
well, i din cry this time

haha
i noe u will do this, but never think u will do this to me right after ur semester
despite all the hard work i put on u, it sill have the worst outcome
i just can only blame myself for being not good enough
i wonder how u feel ?
XD

u still the same
no change
aiks

haha
for me although i hate alone and lonely
at JB, wat also solo
first time solo kfc, solo nando
more ? perhaps
buy some books to read
spend whole day at secret recipie at jusco

I never stop learning u noe
haha
although u block the road
but i still on my path to grow

well
there are some message i want to pass to u
thats y i try to contact u
but seems u just treat it as irritant

nevermind
i ask he ma help le, hope he can deliver my msg properly

well, this is life
and also prove that how mightly the love is
u must be weird y i will buy cloth
i noe u will not wear in front of me and thats not my purpose to
i just one u to look prettier and continue shinning and move ahead
the ji jing just one u to recover from the tiredness of the exam

i seriously din demand much le
although i noe u loved somebody, i also willing to help u
yea, they said i care so much, they said i sohai
just, i dont one to c u suffer
well, dont think got chance for me to help u
but still
me here still open 24/7

i still moving really
get used of new environment,
u never noe how much effort i need to survive here with limited fren and resource

haha
i still tough and strong
i serious din cry when i found out that u got a new one

=) bear with it
and i going open a public blog

http://jjlam88.blogspot.com/

hahaha
here is only the place i put when i miss u

i din update for so long time
because working is tired from 7am to 6pm
but i never work or zzz while working
i am concentrating watever i can

i think tell u i update is useless, just hope that u got the mood to come in read ba

i dont ask for return,
i just do things no regret
hahaha