long time le

I am tired from all the things and problems, actually now is considering peaceful
although still got miss u however never again vry or sad for it.
haigh, life bear with it.
working hard, for the best i can.

now just the matter of time to replace or make me dont miss u~ i not sure it will happen or nt

haha
let time do the job and wish i can find someone that i trust and love
but i believe no matter what. deep inside the heart, the feeling will never gone, just in different form.

u noe wat it is

well, considering wat u did to me at Ipoh
no need said much,
u need a mirror seriously
especially what u do in coffee house, really make me feel disspaointed.

well, certainly revenge is not a gentleman will do
but hopefully la, u can rethink the whole conversation

i understand i nt deserve a relationship or a talk, but certainly a HUMILIATION is too much

beware on karma
think in another way, if i am you what will u do? will u feel hurt?
dont use ur finger nail think ok?

well, i sitl have to consider your image, so i control my temper
i got my pride also and the least respect u should paid to me or to people



i am not those will after a gal which had bf, those i wrote for in sg, i donno u got bf

the photo is represent your love, i will give back to you. others will kept as memory

as i said, everything already become history, but the memory will last as long as it can.


wish u good luck and stay focus in your new stand.
remember find a trustable and nice ppl other then bf, dont repeat ur mistake
I still moving despite you hurting me so much.

kl trip

i never expect that u will be at kl
i din purposely go kl to meet u or wat
frankly speaking, i just suddenly sense u will be at Kl so i call tting, the way she rejecting me also make me feel weird.
aiks

this is hurt that i am upstair while u at downstair but i cant c u or talk to u
well when i saw the photo in the fb aiks

anyway
i admit was a little bit upset when looking at those, but actually it is nothing la
because no reason for u not to do so
i really wish that ur new relationship can last and can be more xin fu ba

i still moving and wish to fly away, so i wont get hurt when c all these

the feeling is still there but because of the feeling, i get hurt
can i got the feeling and not get hurt?

=) really
jia you

just go monash borrow two books about frozen food, plan to study and tackle the prblm in company

shoudn't said more

when lonely, books is the best medcine

one week in JB

well one week in JB
despite all the relationship prblm
but i try to counter it myself here

nth can be worst then this
well, i din cry this time

haha
i noe u will do this, but never think u will do this to me right after ur semester
despite all the hard work i put on u, it sill have the worst outcome
i just can only blame myself for being not good enough
i wonder how u feel ?
XD

u still the same
no change
aiks

haha
for me although i hate alone and lonely
at JB, wat also solo
first time solo kfc, solo nando
more ? perhaps
buy some books to read
spend whole day at secret recipie at jusco

I never stop learning u noe
haha
although u block the road
but i still on my path to grow

well
there are some message i want to pass to u
thats y i try to contact u
but seems u just treat it as irritant

nevermind
i ask he ma help le, hope he can deliver my msg properly

well, this is life
and also prove that how mightly the love is
u must be weird y i will buy cloth
i noe u will not wear in front of me and thats not my purpose to
i just one u to look prettier and continue shinning and move ahead
the ji jing just one u to recover from the tiredness of the exam

i seriously din demand much le
although i noe u loved somebody, i also willing to help u
yea, they said i care so much, they said i sohai
just, i dont one to c u suffer
well, dont think got chance for me to help u
but still
me here still open 24/7

i still moving really
get used of new environment,
u never noe how much effort i need to survive here with limited fren and resource

haha
i still tough and strong
i serious din cry when i found out that u got a new one

=) bear with it
and i going open a public blog

http://jjlam88.blogspot.com/

hahaha
here is only the place i put when i miss u

i din update for so long time
because working is tired from 7am to 6pm
but i never work or zzz while working
i am concentrating watever i can

i think tell u i update is useless, just hope that u got the mood to come in read ba

i dont ask for return,
i just do things no regret
hahaha

happy birthday

happy birthday !!!
haha
i give u a present
u accidentally also give me a present

hahaha
thx
........

well bck to topic
today is ur birthday
concentrate on ur paper ba

one of the world most hurtfull thing is u c the one u love is in love with others

well this is life,
brace with it

jj u can

anyway hope u hv best of luck and have a smooth journey

i will still, concentrate whatever i can

frankly speaking
i really can live well and do my stuff, i can control
but just i cant have the one i love the most only

happy birthday

well JB

that is such a long time i din update my blog
no because i am lazy or wat
i simply just feel lost
and sad

and also damn 7 busy
finally now i can feel freeness and with internet access

haha
too free go look around
just saw u deleted the photo

haha
and then one eye i stare at the present i prepare for u
well
life is really joking me
hahahahahaha

what ar e u thinking while u delete the photo?
i wonder
so fast ready to jump in le ma?

wish u good luck
really
nth i can do
haigh
i am tired

really feel to screw u a lot
really unexpected u will do so many weird things
haigh
wish u can grow up and think more ba
really
think more
more complete

i noe u will going to dislike wat i type
bt thats wat i feel from u
and wat i can c from wat u did and wat u said

haha
maybe not much
bt i really observe adn think

no matter who ask me
do i love u?
i definetly will ans
i love u a lot
really
hahaa

bt i calming myself down a lot
holding the feeling
stay bck
watching u from the bck

haha
infact i din bring the book to jb
i just bring one photo only
haha
i wanna control my feeling and my thinking
i want to make myself think more and better
but i cant make myself dont get heartbreak

this is life, bear with it