thuesday nite

in fact everytime i go to ipoh
i quite scared and sad
means it is close to when u left me

haigh~

donno how to type out the feeling

bt i really need to control my emotion/feeling

just prepare all the necessary material for the present
bt need to design the way to deliver it
=)
i will more shi xin in doing things
including this weekend stuff
wait my surprise

i do this just wanna express my love towards
hope u can feel that a bit changing is occur in me

haigh
lol
ask to smile
stop my emoness jor
XD
actually y my blog so emo a?
haigh







really wish to bck to always geh me
the laughing and happy JJ

I miss u
I wish to have more MUM MUM ^^

bck from ipoh

just gao dim moving hse stuff
today really tired
ji dan gao
@@

hmm~
how do i discuss the ipoh trip this time?
i can only said
i bck from the hell

really a nightmare
scarry
aiks
specially in friday nite
zzz

anyway
really wish things going well
although my present was rejected
hopefully i can gv it to u in another day

this 3 days really a lot of things happened
hope my choco work
cause i put my love in it =)

lazy to summarize the trip here cause i really tired nw
which u can do well
i miss u
chou ****

my weakneeesss

just nw go yam cha with he ma
talk talk talk talk talk
talk about u, sin ling, fren, money, work, study
wat also talk
suddenly we talk about weakness
he said i always do stuff vry hu yan
ask me do small small things i will forget too
then always gv jie kou that i am blur when i forget smth

nw i only realize and notice the phrase u send to me
用心去做好 每一件 该做，想做的事。
i been thinking this recently
of course i do whatever i can whatever i can reach for u
but is it really from my heart?
or is it just 3 minutes heat?

no wonder u will scared and worried

i am too

cause

i am and was do things ma ma hu hu, not giving enough attention

i noe i am wrong

i shall not repeating this

for those reading my blog ? can u all remind me?

i noe it is time consuming for somebody to change his bad habit
specially for somebody which dont listen to ppl like me

i will change and must change
to kept myself evolve to a better person
the theme of this blog and myself is change
in fact
change is one of the most popular word this year !!

XD


PLS gv me a chance, gv me some times, gv me bit patience

i will and have to CHANGE and do things listening things carefully and sincere


wei~
i need u

roller coaster

aiks
i think hor
throught out my study history from kindergarden to uni
this week was the hardest starting of my scl time

my heart just like roller coaster
going up and down
or just like in the hell
where bath in extremely hot or cold condition

ur every moment touch my heart
aiks
+ the monash thinggy
really make high non stop

the 1st sign of getting ur rply in msn or ans is call will normally indicate how u ar going to treat me today
in msn if is hmm? means is good mood
or is wat? then ji dan gao liao

in phone more obvious
the sound u and my call, the loudness also tell me ur feel today

aiks
roller coaster

i must stand strong
to make my feel consistance

miss u so much
=)
which can c u as soon as possible

The result and the path

well this is my result
biochem 60
bio process 64
food 64
microbiology 66

aiks
i try my best along the exam period
i can only said that
i must have more regularly study from nw on

yesterday i just release some of from stress from crying hard with the help of a cup o wine and beer

although the problem still there
bt i ady figure out some the path to go

this is wat i read from the web about she shou zuo
你若令她失望，她会不可挽回地离开，即使她的心在滴血，即使痛楚重得要压垮她的生命，她也绝不回头。
i noe i did hurt u
means
more effort i need
more hardworking i need
more time i need
more patience i need

bt since a direction there
i will work for it

i swear

Here it is

here it is
my next semester war time

next sem will be the hell sem for me

i always complain this complain that about monash,
actually wat i 1 is more attention from you
i looks childish right?
i sked sked de
bt in my heart i ady bear with it

well anyway i will jia you de
for every reason
i will study well for next sem
i swear

can u gv me power and more attention pls?

summary the feeling after reading of the below two post

i really can feel the content is really touching me
cause i is explaining my situation
if i was read it, understand it before
i wont be so bad ba