quite

haha
this blog really weird for me,
cause i noe, no one will read it due to my laziness of updating lasttime

XD

while this suit me
i am always lazy, dont think stuff deeply, do work for short term

haha
i really wanna shoutout
how do i change for a better me ?


i always talk about my secret to others ppl, donno y i will hvnt tell anyone i update this
hmm
i think i need a quite place to let me write my feeling my sadness, my hope, my view to myself

i reshape this blog as a place to write about myself,
a place for me to write my own wickness
a place for me to shout (virtually)
a place for me to clean myself
and a place for me to find myself

=)


me myself
immature JJ

i am sturburn

i end my relationship last about 2 years smth
today is the 3rd week after this
donno y i still feel hurt when i saw the necklaces that i gave to her when we together
i was cry quitely

this is my fault

i am silly.
i always hurt ppl, yet i din learn for mistake.

be mature
stand up
stand up
stand up

hope, i wont hurt ppl again

Relationship and friendship

My gf just went back to Ipoh. She came to visit me this few day and i also need to finish my full reports which was due in monday and tuesday T.T

sry tam, I really quite busy recently
Now is my only "free" time to let me seat down and think what i can write here^^

K go into the story of today,

Today topic is relationship and friendship. Suddenly think of this topic because they were some stuff just happen around me and i wanna bring out to share with u guys. Two of good friend become couple, today is their half year anniversary. The guy he is one of my closet friend, but since he had the relationship, i can feel that our gap is widen. Sometimes i really angry because on his eye everything is gf. At that period he really pissed me of %$@^%#@^%$#&, bt now is better maybe we learned how to be considerate for each others. Hopefully things will get better cause no matter wat we are still good friend.

I also having a relationship, i am trying very hard to find the balance point between friendship and relationship. But i cant did this perfectly i more towards to friendship. But thx god my gf very considerate, although sometime she not really happy. but i really trying to improve myself in this matters. Relationship is important because the loves one always important however is friendship equally important as well because a good friendship will last for life.

I got one friend she used to close to us( me and a guy at scl) , but recently i can see that she decrease her time with us and join others group.2day i just manage to say hi with her, while we used to talk a lot. For us its ok because she got her right to choose the friendship since she more happier with them then just like her go. There is no point to bag her to talk with us. I really feel sad about this.And i recall what she told me she do not have a lot of long lasting good friends and i think i can understand y through this. This was really disappointed. However we are still her best friend, hopefully she can realize what she is doing and will not dump us.

1st post in my life

Hmm ,
Just like my report
it is hard for me to start
because once i start i cant stop
for report i need pass up to get mark
for blog i need pass up to express myself, share with u guys my personality, my life, my feelings, my angriness, my happiness, my view, my wish, my music...
Hopefully, with this blogs u guys can understand more about me and treat me better^^

this blog will be mixture of chinese and english.
y dont all chinese ?
my typing for chinese is sucks, my 'han yu ping ying' is .....
then y dont all english?
i found that some of the beautiful word i cant fully describe with my limited english knowledge
For my friend who have limited knowledge in chinese if u face problems in reading the difficult word pls go msn and left me a message^^



P.S:All the content in this blog is the secret between me and u