Monday, June 22, 2009

do I ....

do i not listen to ppl?
do i self centered?
do i not care about other ppl feeling?
do i thinking myself only?
do i not listen to other ppl advice?

pls left a comment when u read this~

Sunday, June 21, 2009

ur present

haha
seem like u love to do ppt slide to me
at 31/12/2007 u also send a ppt slide to me


anyway

thx
i really really really appreciate that
and i am extremely happy to read those word

although bad
i still have to said
u really know me so well
really well until i scare
those ans and reply section is all correct

haha

well
thx again

i need to mention again
i cherish the moment

=)

Saturday, June 20, 2009

birthday

Birthday?
haha

surprise by langkap gang bt i really dont hv mood to celebrate
cause of the damn exam

suddenly i think that what u did to me last year

bt din receive any msg from u till nw, be fair
i am disappointing

i deserve it

i really donno wat i am thinking
my thinking is run uphill and downhill

i really blur and blind

what should i do?

why? how?

the wound

the double edge decision

is hurting me

you, i guess



i Cherish the moment



I wish to restart everything

bt another decision had made and I cant be return

hope the day will come

where i can relief myself


Anyway,
happy birthday to me
once again
happy birthday to me
to my directionless heart

ps: who can help me?

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

fst exam

later will be my 2nd paper fst
hope i can hv a better luck in my paper

haha
this exam really stress


need to settle so many things
personally or emotionally

really GG
anyway i really hv fun
cause the fren among us
although then not with me 24/7
bt they did accompany me and treat me vry well

=)
cheers

Thursday, June 4, 2009

夜晚

Another night at library,
today library is not so cold
but then i was lie on the wall and zzz

final is near yet the stuffs to study are tremendous

stress is increasing
tiredness is increasing

Bt the direction in my heart is missing
when I read what u type (tting)
it remember me
the unrecoverable wound (although i did it to myself)


Stay strong and stand up
Walk to the destiny

Yes
We Can

Sunday, May 31, 2009

quite

haha
this blog really weird for me,
cause i noe, no one will read it due to my laziness of updating lasttime

XD

while this suit me
i am always lazy, dont think stuff deeply, do work for short term

haha
i really wanna shoutout
how do i change for a better me ?


i always talk about my secret to others ppl, donno y i will hvnt tell anyone i update this
hmm
i think i need a quite place to let me write my feeling my sadness, my hope, my view to myself

i reshape this blog as a place to write about myself,
a place for me to write my own wickness
a place for me to shout (virtually)
a place for me to clean myself
and a place for me to find myself

=)


me myself
immature JJ

Monday, May 18, 2009

i am sturburn

i end my relationship last about 2 years smth
today is the 3rd week after this
donno y i still feel hurt when i saw the necklaces that i gave to her when we together
i was cry quitely

this is my fault

i am silly.
i always hurt ppl, yet i din learn for mistake.

be mature
stand up
stand up
stand up

hope, i wont hurt ppl again