Pre depature

Well still got another 10 minute then i will departure liao
wish everything all right and fine

this trip is very important for me
it will become a turning point in my life

ha
JJ gambatae
show what u got
SAI LANG la

^^
thx for those helping me
really a lot
no matter what the result i still need to thx u all
love u all so much

well
bon voyage
c u all very soon

Count down

OK
start to get the preparation for the weekend event jor
later will need to go shop some stuff
then need to cut my hair too
just spoken to lecturer to change my lab time to thursday
trying to finish one of my assignment due next week

anyway those are the only physically preparation

i will prepare myself mentally with 务实的心去见你

wait me there o

Mirror, trust

I need a mirror, to let me c wat am i doing and thinking
To see myself,
I too negative
I really think too much
must calm down and believe
trust

I make myself at the center, I should jump out of the circle and think about u more
haigh
hope i din get u pis st off
i underestimate ur workload le

i really naive

So sry dear master
I really thinking too much

I wil change to view more see more and think NECESSARY stuff
I will catching up with my homework
I promise

Love ya
我需要更多发现爱的眼睛

apologize and forgive , 等待爱

Play this song while u read this post =)



By comparing the way u treat between this week and last week
i think that
u still angry me
u really busy this week

haha
last week u tell me can this can that
but now different geh

anyway i must not blame u
for doing that to me

i did the mistake but still wanna tell u
because i appreciate u, i cherish u
i do not one to lie, because if i lie to u, i believe that the trust i lost will be 100 times more and will lose u forever

for u, i think about future, i invest for our future, pls let the value rise, if not will economic crisis de

i do that wrong thing, because i wanna read the funny thing u mention to me
at that moment i am curious and din think too much that time
ya, then i noe i am wrong
i told u why i did and now i have to wait until u ready to forgive me

anyway i still appretiate u because at this condition u still can talk to me and chat to me(although not much)

it is not an easy thing for both of us
to apologize and to forgive
i apologize that i know u will in serious anger and dislike
u forgive that u know this is a serious act that cross your barrier

frankly, i really worried about next sg trip
i worried i will end up zzz on the street or swimming in the sg river
but one thing i sure is
我将会带来更大的惊喜及感动

i noe u are busy
but that are a lot of way of sending a concern and care which is not time consuming

i can wait
sometime i speak abit too rough cause i really need u that moment, sry for that （sometime siao bai also will also wow right? hehe^^ )
i love u so much
dear master

ps:without food da bai now wanna become siao bai jor. ToT
and i fully responsible for watever i did to u

I pass my hell week

Yea, i just pass my hell weak
which is 4 assignments due one week

this year is el nino time, malaysia should be hot and dry
but donno why this few day night sure got rain and is very cold
every night i need to cover myself with blanket to warm me up
sometime really cold till cant type word zzzzz

must ask yik long come out blow some smoke to warm me up
(use of smoke, kept warm)(dear reader: i still a non smoker, just need the warm air to warm myself up only)
@ @


thx him for given me a couples of advice and the smoke really warm me up, it make me can continue to do my work again

haha

the terminal at the end of another internet port so cold and busy as well
this add bonus point to my coldness
LOL

really need to get warmed
physically and mentally
我想要一个灿烂的笑容^^
来温暖我的心
对你， 我一定抱着最大的热情及温柔

next week work
annotated bibliography and recom assignment
jia you
stand up
JJ
concentrate on stuff that u can manage to

i thinking about this recently
What is apologize?
it's an expression of remorse or guilt over having said or done something that is acknowledged to be hurtful or damaging, and a request for forgiveness

How to apologize?
Step 1: be sincere sorry
Step 2: realize u did a very bad thing
Step 3: realize there is no excuse, excuse is not an apologize
Step 4: apologize by naming the offense u did
Step 5: make amends
Step 6: express ur appreciation if kena reject, be patience (repeat step 1 to5). or gratefull if lucky enough if get forgived.
Step 7: DONT REPEAT THE MISTAKE

ps: recently my only time i feel relax is only when i chat to u.

i reread the GTO again, will not forget the lessons inside again

在每一个有你相伴的夜，不再寂寥冷清^^

i am COLD

我需要根多的温暖好吗？
我真的很冷
从外到心

Critical error

Haigh
why i always do stupid and wrong thingy de leh
at this critical time and always too

Really have to back to the ground where I suppose to
我要为我所造成的结果负责。

chance just like glass
must take care it with heart
just a little bit of careless (i noe is not little bit)
will brake the heart

要好好地把握机会
with heart to think for every aspect, every small small detail